celebrated jacky's birthday yesterday. was my off day. had driving lesson at 11.30am, was very nervous because i scare of many cars. drive through the main road make me panting. even after my lesson, my heart beats very fast still.

went to pick jacky's cake prima deli kovan, met that jerk there. he came and pick me up. suddenly he's so nice say he wanna see me.. i think maybe his wife didnt go find him that's why so nice. then he drove me to pick up my son and send me home.

about 4plus, my son and i set off with my bro to pick up baokun. aloy had his father sent him to my cousin's place. we all met there and took a bus to suntec city. had an early dinner. walked around abit then we decided to celebrate at the water fountain but it was still raining so end up we celebrate in KFC. then my bro they got some snacks to bite and drinks as well so they wont chase us out. haha.

took mc today. dont feel like going to work, feel darn pissed with work and stuff. anyway tomorrow is my off day.

meet cheyenne and ailing at bugis for dinner, stretches. hmmm.. they have got gd pasta and pizzas. for people who like to eat italian food, i would recommend stretches at busgis junction level facing opp. ajisen. they also celebrated my birthday, so sweet of them and they bought my favourite cake, strawberry shortcake!! hehe..

yesterday my cousin, bro, aloy and baokun celebrated my birthday seletar dam. had supper at jalan kayu prata shop before we went there. my thanks to them. =)

was actually meeting cheyenne and ailing today. planned to go out and shopping and dinner. last night, she msg me saying that she haven got her pay. so instead of going out, go to her house pay mahjong and she cook. in the end, i didnt go because i was freaking PISSED with work and jacky.

was already pissed on yesterday with work then didnt go class. boss keep directing at me during briefing in the morning for the past few days. TU LAN!! just now went to pick jacky from school, realise his head got a big BUMP!! at that moment, my temper flare up. i started to slam things and throw temper.

sometimes i really hate men. men that i know, they are all jerks except 1 or 2.

at first, they will flirt with you and be nice to you. you know, saying those mushy mushy words or some words praising you and everything. when you think they like you then you will be nice to them BUT you are wrong. they just want some entertainment from you and treat it as nothing had happen after that. what the fuck. they just treat you as a toy and play around! they only ask you out when they feel like to.

sometimes i feel that i can be better than men because they dont know how to treat a woman well and give them what they wants!!!

somtimes i really hate my love life, it really sucks like anything. men i have seen and been with together are really JERKS!! really SICK! i think i wont find a GOOD BOYFRIEND/ HUSBAND because my life really SUCKS!!! why god just dont give me GOOD man to be with?!?!?!

now i cant be bother anymore. you wanna flirt with me? then i'll just entertain you.

to girls out there, beware of MEN. some men treat you nice because they wanted something from you. after they got what they want, they will ditch you aside and will not care about you. if you like a guy, please test him out first to know whether he's true to you.

stayed at home whole day yesterday. was freaking BORED!!

went for driving lesson. took a cab there because went out of the house late. =.= was pretty scare and nervous. at start he teached me all the basic. e.g: gears and changing of gears, clutch, brake and accelerator. then asked me to step clutch and practice changing of gears. about 5-10 mins later, he asked me to drive around. at that moment i really cold sweat lo. always dead car. it's always my clutch problem. he says that i release too fast. hai~ i think my legs really too short le. when i step fully on the clucth, i'm like tip toeing lo. diao~ must JIA YOU!!! =)

met cheyenne and ailing for late dinner so call supper after my class last night.

went to cineleisure for pasta mania. had pasta combo which come with soup and drink. hmmm... my favourite cream base!! yummy~! we chatted alot of things. then they say they had a surprise for me! oh~ i was wondering what is it. they bought friendship rings!! i really love it..!! feeling guilty. never get them anything for valentine. then they i can make up during my birthday outting by wearing something sexy as they always laugh at me having BIG breast. too bad i have decide to wear tube dress. muhahahahaha~ then we went to swensen for dessert!! ICE CRFEAM!! ailing still finish her apple crumble which is for 2-3 pax!!!

woh.. was SUPER FULL after all the food and dessert!! makes me sleepy!! =.=

zzzZZZzzz~

was darn shagged this week. got class everyday except today. went out dinner with jansen @ ichiban, amk hub. the waitress gave us counter seat. was sitting in front of a cute guy. he's one of the chef. hehe. kept peeping at him though. hehe.

he bought a small gift for me which i didnt expect he would. i know he likes me but i dont like him at all and i have make very obvious hint to him that i dont like him...!! but he seem not to care. well anyway i dont care. i only treat him as a gd friend of mine. hoping he would give up soon!!