took mc today. dont feel like going to work, feel darn pissed with work and stuff. anyway tomorrow is my off day.

meet cheyenne and ailing at bugis for dinner, stretches. hmmm.. they have got gd pasta and pizzas. for people who like to eat italian food, i would recommend stretches at busgis junction level facing opp. ajisen. they also celebrated my birthday, so sweet of them and they bought my favourite cake, strawberry shortcake!! hehe..

yesterday my cousin, bro, aloy and baokun celebrated my birthday seletar dam. had supper at jalan kayu prata shop before we went there. my thanks to them. =)

was actually meeting cheyenne and ailing today. planned to go out and shopping and dinner. last night, she msg me saying that she haven got her pay. so instead of going out, go to her house pay mahjong and she cook. in the end, i didnt go because i was freaking PISSED with work and jacky.

was already pissed on yesterday with work then didnt go class. boss keep directing at me during briefing in the morning for the past few days. TU LAN!! just now went to pick jacky from school, realise his head got a big BUMP!! at that moment, my temper flare up. i started to slam things and throw temper.

sometimes i really hate men. men that i know, they are all jerks except 1 or 2.

at first, they will flirt with you and be nice to you. you know, saying those mushy mushy words or some words praising you and everything. when you think they like you then you will be nice to them BUT you are wrong. they just want some entertainment from you and treat it as nothing had happen after that. what the fuck. they just treat you as a toy and play around! they only ask you out when they feel like to.

sometimes i feel that i can be better than men because they dont know how to treat a woman well and give them what they wants!!!

somtimes i really hate my love life, it really sucks like anything. men i have seen and been with together are really JERKS!! really SICK! i think i wont find a GOOD BOYFRIEND/ HUSBAND because my life really SUCKS!!! why god just dont give me GOOD man to be with?!?!?!

now i cant be bother anymore. you wanna flirt with me? then i'll just entertain you.

to girls out there, beware of MEN. some men treat you nice because they wanted something from you. after they got what they want, they will ditch you aside and will not care about you. if you like a guy, please test him out first to know whether he's true to you.

stayed at home whole day yesterday. was freaking BORED!!

went for driving lesson. took a cab there because went out of the house late. =.= was pretty scare and nervous. at start he teached me all the basic. e.g: gears and changing of gears, clutch, brake and accelerator. then asked me to step clutch and practice changing of gears. about 5-10 mins later, he asked me to drive around. at that moment i really cold sweat lo. always dead car. it's always my clutch problem. he says that i release too fast. hai~ i think my legs really too short le. when i step fully on the clucth, i'm like tip toeing lo. diao~ must JIA YOU!!! =)

met cheyenne and ailing for late dinner so call supper after my class last night.

went to cineleisure for pasta mania. had pasta combo which come with soup and drink. hmmm... my favourite cream base!! yummy~! we chatted alot of things. then they say they had a surprise for me! oh~ i was wondering what is it. they bought friendship rings!! i really love it..!! feeling guilty. never get them anything for valentine. then they i can make up during my birthday outting by wearing something sexy as they always laugh at me having BIG breast. too bad i have decide to wear tube dress. muhahahahaha~ then we went to swensen for dessert!! ICE CRFEAM!! ailing still finish her apple crumble which is for 2-3 pax!!!

woh.. was SUPER FULL after all the food and dessert!! makes me sleepy!! =.=

zzzZZZzzz~

was darn shagged this week. got class everyday except today. went out dinner with jansen @ ichiban, amk hub. the waitress gave us counter seat. was sitting in front of a cute guy. he's one of the chef. hehe. kept peeping at him though. hehe.

he bought a small gift for me which i didnt expect he would. i know he likes me but i dont like him at all and i have make very obvious hint to him that i dont like him...!! but he seem not to care. well anyway i dont care. i only treat him as a gd friend of mine. hoping he would give up soon!!

went out with william, gary and their friends last night to jb secretly without anyone know in my family because if they do, i gonna be dead. hmm didnt know william and gary are very close friends and i have forgotten who the hell was. LOL.

together 3 cars with walkie-talkies, we set off to jb!! all 3 cars had car washed but william wanna change the tinted wind screen so he left his at workshop. gary and his friends wanna go massaging while william brought me out a walk and supper together. SINFUL FOOD!!! 0.0 prata, kebab and fried chicken drum!!

after supper we went back to the workshop, car was done but the 4 guys are not done yet. -.- waited at the workshop for them as william changed his wiper and carpets. decided to drive around for while but no where to go plus we dont know the place well so kinda dangerous, end up we went back. finally they called us, saying they are at the workshop while we are a few metres away from them. went to eat 'lok lok' which i dont know what is it. it's like a car shop selling food. after that, they went to have wanton mee. i shared with william, cant eat much. it's already 4plus am then. *YAWNS* reach home 5plus. zzz..

woke up at 9plus, had breakfast and watched anime but feeling sleepy. went to take a nap. was so tired. yawns. kanna woke up by my bro's call at 3 plus pm. zzz.

went to watch movie with bro, cousin and his gf and baokun. watched benjamin button. a very touching and sad life story, meaningful though. it's about he was born old and then gradually to young and die. but his heart and brain follow his age. );

went out with gerald for dinner after work. met him outside control station @harbourfront. was on the phone with cheyenne and the moment i step out of the station i noticed him and he noticed me too. he's a bit slightly taller than me, look a bit different from the pics.

he was smiling at me when he saw me and i was still on the phone with cheyenne. was laughing with cheyenne because i told her about him when i saw him and everything i see about him. quickly hang up the phone with cheyenne.

he wanna dine at hong kong kim gary but he only know the # but dont know where is it. -.-''' then we walked around and search, realised that gerald didnt know habourfront and vivo is linked!! -.-'' finally, we found KIM GARY. walked in together, he chose the seat. we both take some order and end we ordered spicy noodles. i told him that hong kong cafes' noodles are usually maggie mee, then he say this one is different so i believed him but end up it is MAGGIE MEE!!!

after a full-filling dinner, we walked abit to digest our tummy. went up to the top level, open air. we then sat next to the tree and started talking, but i felt that something was crawling on me. A BIG ANT...!!! decided to move place, he helped me carry my bag because i was jumping here and there. afraid there's still ANT on me!! ARGHHHHHH!!

then we sat on a bench under the shelther. he's very quiet and i'm the one who keep talking.. -.-'' i think he must be thinking how come this joyce very chatter box, talk non-stop. hai~ anyway i can say he's really a gd listener.

about 10pm, i told him i wanna go home le, tomorrow got work. then he say he wanna send me to hougang station which i dont know why he say hougang station but i just say that i can go home myself. somemore he stay very far, woodlands. i kept rejecting him but end up, i decided to be nice and let me send me all the way to serangoon mrt. so sweet of him. =)

i hope to go out with him again. =x

today is first night class at SHRI. attended the first module, Fiancial Instuition Services. was late for class, doing my filing and stuff that i forgotten about my class. hehehe.

rushed there. got lost at raffles place mrt station, didnt know how to go there. called for help, roland told me how to get there. got into the room, i think the class consist of about 30 people? hmm.. was kinda scare when stepping into the class. a few mins later, a indian man step in and talk with his strong indian accent. it makes wanna laugh out loud. sometimes i dont even understand what he's talking about.

celebrated cheyenne's birthday today with my sis, my son, ailing and ME. supposed to be yesterday la but she cant make it.

picked up cake from prima deli @ heartland mall, got 15% discount thanks to my mom!! hehe. bought plates and fork @ cold storage. planned to go to the explanade roof top to celebrate. the night scenery there is FANTASTIC!

thought i'll be late but end up reaching there early. met ailing first at bodyshop raffles city. bought a gift set. waited at city hall mrt because cheyenne's gonna be late. end up she met us at topshop in raffles city. shop for a bit then decided to go for dinner at waraku at MS for japanese cusine!! end up, we are all SO lazy to walk there so we settle it at sakei sushi. we had sake, 24 color plate, 4 red plate and 2 chawanmushi!! darn FULL.

after dinner went to charles keith as cheyenne wanna go toliet. bought a pair of shoe which i wasnt suppose to during the chinese new year period. only realise it after i sat down and rest while the others are still trying shoes and stuff as trying is FREE.. took some pics as well. went to zara for shopping. after that we went to EXPLANADE ROOF TOP!! celebrated her birthday there and took many many LAME PHOTOS!! hahaha..